Archive for June, 2007
so today…
June 3rd my first born daughter turned 19. jesus fucking christ.
I never stop thinking about when they were all babies and particular moments we had- and how much I have missed.
I stopped and held up traffic this afternoon because a ratty squirrel had run into the middle of an insanely busy intersection.
I couldn’t do anything- rather than running back in front of my car to the right to safety, he ran left right under the wheel of a car that apparently didn’t notice him.
i heard the crushing noise.
I miss my mother terribly.
I am so thankful for every day I have.
But I can’t shake this profound sadness…
All living terribly sad